Ann at CPAC, analysis: http://responses2satwar.blogspot.com/2011/02/ann-few-complaints-unspoken-words-and.htmlAnn, are you an alcoholic or do you just enjoy yourself by attending all these party and social events and telling me not to worry because you are sworn to secrecy? It feels like AA or people who have a serious problem and coping with serious pain and missteps.
You are doing everything you can so I do not leave; then turning around and doing minor things to make me think we have grown apart and you do not have a care or responsibility in the world. The behavior when someone is sick or in trouble is abhorrent; to be sworn to secrecy and sneaking around party with work mates while having me expose their murder plot or attempts to destroy you. Who else do you wish to betray or go against Ann? Now I will find out too little and too late and I am in too far or have to deal with some alcoholic with a messy problem but needs me to comfort her. Do I look like a nurse for druggies or alcoholic party mongers? You must think I approve of this or have Ann; every single year and this has been ongoing. Yet you blame the "boys" for corrupting or ruining your life by worshiping you. It is all maddening and very stressful; why am I not able to just pick up and leave? I ask every single year the same thing? How do you get away with this every time or every year Ann, why? To me it seems fake and you are a fake type of love or partnership.
Is the problem I do not like or have enjoyed being with you? Or is the problem you enjoy being with me too much and somehow it got this way? You know what I like and dislike; who are you trying to prove this too? Why is money so important to you? Will it carry you on in life from here on safely; if so, why do you need me for to be stuck in the middle of this penniless and confronting the people who did this? I am at the point where I do not understand anymore Ann and I am asking what I am doing with you and you claiming to love me when madness is all around us. I cannot turn it off and have tried to shut it out; but you drag me right back into it and all the fun you are having. I must be in the way Ann; excuse me!
I am right in the middle of this Ann; you are hardly ever there but only in spirit. I am starting to think you too are a really weird MF; all of you are. Can you do anything on a conventional level or are you all just this way? What you are doing is not far off than what they did to me or tried; you just play along and then have me clean it up. Every single year; and then there is the aftermath where you are quiet; disappear for a few days; and try really hard not to piss me off. Why are you so weird and don't you also feel we are growing apart and you are holding on too many secrets among each other? Do all of you live like animals or only want me to? How do you expect to get better, suckered with marriage counseling now, and expect a full recovery? How Ann? Is this only about money and who gets to have it their way; is that all?
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Ann: why do they keep saying you set them up? Why do they keep at it and trying to push us down a road we will die from or cannot escape; a trap? All of them claim we set them up; yet the evidence suggest they scammed and set everybody up for death, led them down a road of doom and no recovery but debt and ruin.
1. My books clearly show I turned this into a victory; what was supposed to be a loss and 24 hours of being their victim, prisoner, hostage, and under full attack.
2. My books clearly expose them and reveal I had all the trump cards the entire time; hidden for 22 years until now.
3. My books do not show we ever scammed or tricked them; we played to win and they play to lose and have lost badly. Is that a scam or setting them up?
4. Why do you keep me in this maddening situation where I have to get to the bottom of this and am in the cross fire or line of fire? What you did confused them and threw them off their game. It caused them to be more confused and hostile; on a worse attack mode. Now they claim we have our story wrong and need to leave or get out of their way; they are there to help and be our heroes. Yet we are forced to fix, plan, advise, educate, and teach them how to save themselves; how did this get that way? How did they end up with some story about rescuing us when they did this and pulled all the strings? Did we set them up or did they play to lose and lost badly because we, actually I, have all the trump cards. Thus, I turned a defeat and murder into a full cycle victory; now they claim the victory is fake and we are worse off. Attacking others makes them worse off or better? Does it make them play to win or lose?
I did not like the part about how people are taking you out and now you are sick or lost your voice. Am I missing the story? Have I got the wrong story? Did someone get the wrong story and still have it or is this as insane as they have made it out to be? I recall them telling me they were our best friends and you were my worst enemy; now it is nobody's fault and they are nobody's fool? So why do they keep taking you out and making this worse; then coming to me and rubbing my face in it as if it is some proof or justification for their lies? Then you complain about it and I look at Fox News and ask if it is 100 per cent corrupt or only 50 per cent not reformed? As I said; this same game is being played in the military and with rank. It is the same game of using the police and authority; 10 per cent is not tainted while 90 per cent cannot be trusted. Read more...
Why do you keep me in this maddening worry process while trying to sort out the craziness; you running this way, they pursuing, then forcing them into my scope, and then I am kept in the middle of all this madman politics with the communists and rogue terrorists. As I said, the solution is to remove the risk off the street peddlers and give them ownership in the drug industry; socialize medicine so they can wage war; use cash crops to increase farm yield; and use the government or military as a racketeering and extortion vehicle similar to police corruption and brutality. In the end, the communist armies must figure out how to steal and feed their armies because debt will not last much longer. Now with satellite warfare; they are assured a mutual destruction and will turn inwards on each other to vie for aid, power, and powerful allies. How long can they keep the charade going or leading both you and I down a road of destruction while they claim to be allies, our best friends, parents, commanding officers, etc... This is about the bloodbath police and corruption; how to get a piece of it by controlling all of it. How to use crime, unity, stealing, and police powers to all ends.
So I must ask. How would you feel if females, rich and gorgeous ones, took me out all the time and used it on you? How about using it to spite you and rub your face in it to say I forgot you and don't even care? They would crank call me daily; keep me a prisoner in my own home; and caused so many problems I cannot get a car loan, open a bank account, and am constantly slandered or made to be a peasant. Wait, this is who we are dealing with; why am I living their life and solving their fate and damned life?
So they did this and keep doing it now; why are they still employed and not fired? Why? I also asked for a 20 year mandatory sentence on anybody caught; 20 years in federal prison for conspiracy in this plot! They claim I owe the government money and back pay for the job I did turning this into a victory and saving the world; imagine that getting sued and having to forfeit all of my military benefits. I cannot even get medical help and they said they gave it to me and will shut it off. Odd how we both have the same biography; you did this and now I am doing it. Why are they still employed and do not want to police anything but our life?